Tuesday, 10 January 2017

Night is still young!

-This is it. When life throw you out, you can't do much.
- Well, you could fight back.
- with what?
- with something, anything. or with nothing at all. You have bare hand. Which thing you can't do with it?
- Yeah, fighting with bear hand, knock down some kid or something like that.
- It's a metaphore honey!
- I know what it is! For god sake, I am you.
- You are not me. I am totally different from you. I am clean atleast.
- And i though i am drunk.
- You ARE drunk.
- Oh you are boring.
- I know. But don't we go back to the previous topic?
- What topic?
- Why are you depressed so much?
- I told you about that?
- did you?
- Now you are playing with me?
- Why are you depressed?

-  There is so many thing, which one should i say?
- Easy one?
- I failed in the exam. All of my friend passed it.
- Which one hurt you most? you failed in exam? or Your friends passed it?
- I "failed" one.
- I don't think thats the one.
- Thats the one.
- OK, tell me about it.
- What are you now? Psychiatrist?
-  Why are you so dipressed about it?
- I failed thats why, damn it!
- Why "You Failed"?
- I thought, I will escape the test like before. Like high school.
- Your girlfriend thought she is the one who responsible.
- No, she is not.
- You are lying.
- Why should I?

- To make her get rid of the blame.
- She is not the one who responsible. I am.
- Really?
- I am the who ran away form the study. I am the  one whose heart melt down by her. And, and forgot about study.
- That's a nice explainaton. And can always learn from your past.
- No, i can't, you know that.
- Why not?
- Coz, I don't know, It is my nature? I will do the something again and again.
-  Now tell me the second cause?
- what cause?
- Cause of your depression.
- Oh, well,  I want to do something, learn it and apply it.
- And?
- But can't.
- Why not?
- I am too lazy?
- Then how can you say "want"?
- I want. And it is also my favourite things to do. I sit with it to learn. Then i lost all the interest.
- It is dipressing. Knowing that thing you should do but you can't, for lazyness. Actually you have no passion for anything.
- I know.
- Well it 5 o clock. You should rest.
- Why? night is still young enough. 
- No, it is not! I want rest for my mind.
- We should do it more ofen you know.
- I don't want to. I don't want you to great drunk. It's bed.
- Well, bed is my thing. People knows me as a good boy- but i am not the one. They Just see my camouflage. Deep inside, there is a bed energy always curse me, curse the world, cause he know that the earth is full of crap, making you crapy with its beautiful appearence. It is good thing that most people are dumb. So that can't see the crapy world, they live happily, you know ignorance is bliss.
Isn't it frankenstein? Hey are you there? I gave you a name. Well, you are not here, vanishes like everybody, but night is still young. Very young!